• Lyrics

    Celebrate

    Poor Soul was a dreamer, Poor Soul’s now a dead dreamer
    Poor souls are all just wieners, Poor Soul needs to be freer
    Poor souls are all just screamers, Poor Soul needs to believe her
    Poor souls are all only lemurs, Poor Soul needs to just be here and…
     
    Celebrate your happiness, and delegate, the horrors of excess!
     
    Ever say “it’s never enough”? There’s always room for more stuff
    Believe that hole you feel, will only go away the more you steal
    In our minds we try, to deny white lies, but as we soon shall see, this is no way to eternity!
     
    So we celebrate our cutting the corners, we celebrate our lives
    We try to rectify our honor, by justifying our lies!
    And we don’t know when we’ll put to an end this madness we call ‘love’
    For what we love is to kill what we can, then to say it came from above!
     
    Try, try, and you cry ~ poor babies! But try, try, and they die! ~ Africa!
     
    Celebrate your happiness, (your happy penises!) and delegate the horrors of excess! (‘Happy’ excesses!)
     
    Bring on the horsemen, da sheep will endorse them, apocalypse awaits our ever-fading voices
    Wherever we find peace, we immediately destroy it, where there’s love we just can’t afford it
    As long as we can have our celebrations, and worry not much about humiliations
    The world will survive ‘til the next generation, or so we tell ourselves…
    “We don’t need to listen!”
     
    To the cries of the billions disenfranchised, if only pain was money, we’d be poor countries!
    If only we could see what they see, would we feel so lonely in our self-pity?
     
    So sad it is that we can’t see how
    Sad it is that we just won’t help
    Those who need our ‘help’ the utmost
    Like those who need to be just themselves, away from us?!
     
    Celebrate your happiness, (happy penises!) and delegate the horrors of excess! (Excess!)
     
    But Jesus Christ will save us, from those who might blame us; the righteous souls will live…
    Forever’s for never, and never’s not enough, when people are crying, crying and dying
     
    And the Earth is hurting, hurting and yearning, for a short time ago, when we were as one
    Where beautiful sky was all we could see, the heavens, the stars, the sun and the sea, when life was a dream!
     
    Try, try, and you cry ~ poor babies! Try, try, and you cry ~ poor babies! But try, try, and they die ~ everyone!
     
    Celebrate (liberate!) your happiness, (your happy penises!) and delegate (litigate!) the horrors of excess! (of your excess)
     
    Poor Soul, dead Dream, let US, be what we be!

    Credits

    released June 20, 2015
    Music, lyrics, and main vocals by Timothy Bartsch. Backing vocals in the hip hop section by Melanie Kilsby. Guitarist ~ P.D. Wohl. Producers ~ Timothy Bartsch, P.D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat. Recording engineers ~ Richard Dolmat and P.D. Wohl.

    Poor Soul

    Inspired by the angels and demons in my soul, and by the events of September 11th, 2001.

    Lyrics

    Poor soul, such a poor soul
    You make me sick soul, acting so old
    Was it too hard for you, to follow a rule
    Was it too mean for you, to follow a dream?
     
    You’re a dead dreamer, Dreamer dead dreamer
    You’re the wasted life, the tear that dried
    Was it too hard to sense, to your brain so dense
    That you lost the fight, that you gave up your right
     
    You never, gave to me
    What I could take
    You never tried to understand my pain
     
    So Dreamer dead dreamer,
    My, you scream at those screamers
    Why don’t they believe in your lies
    Don’t they get lost in your cries?
     
    Is it them that you blame
    For your going insane?
    Why can’t you admit that you’re wrong
    Why is it so hard to be strong?
     
    You only hurt yourself
    By this deceiving of yourself
    Into thinking you matter
    When it’s just your ego that’s got fat!
     
    You may be able to fool
    Those dead dreamers like you
    But I know the truth
    This part of you is no fool
     
    You never, gave to me
    What I could take
    You never tried to understand my pain
     
    So is this what we’ve cum to
    It’s yourself you make love to
    Oh, please spare me those tears
    It’s only yourself, you fear
     
    Oh, I suppose you could change
    Like get some balls, sound so strange?
    Or just keep being so quiet
    And keep letting those in control, pilot
     
    You came, and you gave
    Me more than I could take
    And now, that you’re gone
    I’m left with your mistakes
     
    Never again will I be suckered
    You’re the one who’s mother-fuckered
    “Sing to me, bring my tea!” ~ bullshit!
    More like, “You could never be better than me”
     
    “Drink to my piss” ~ you’ll never get this;)
    “I’m goin be yo basterdized best kiss!”
    The world will beat you, never again greet you
    They will see that your student has freed you
    Credits
    released August 17, 2011
    Music and lyrics by Timothy Bartsch
    Mixed by Richard Dolmat of Digital Sound Magic
    Mastered by Alex Degrace of Suite Sound Labs
    Vocals, cello, piano, keyboard, synth sounds by Timothy Bartsch
    Sound effects provided by P. D. Wohl
    Recorded by Timothy Bartsch, P. D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat
    Engineered by P. D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat
    Produced by Timothy Bartsch

    Imaginary

    An epiphany I had of how humanity’s journeyed from hunter-gatherers to civilization. I recognize to find peace within myself, I must live knowing where my roots are from, who and what’s come before me, and where I, and humanity, might go from here.

    Lyrics

    I came to you
    You came to me
    And all that I see
    Is you in me
    And that’s, all I’ll ever be
     
    The price to pay
    The soul to keep
    My eyes do see
    Imaginary
    And that’s, all I’ll ever be
     
    And though my life is yours
    It’s mine to reap!
    And though you may laugh
    My soul will eat
    And that’s, all I’ll ever be
     
    There’ll be a time (there’s never enough, never enough, never enough when…)
    When all will see (there’s never enough, never enough, never enough when…)
    Imaginary (will we be, will he be, will he be, will he be)
    In all glory (will he be, will we be, will he be, ever free, ever free, ever free, ever free, ever)
     
    Shadows cross the sun!
    To y’all who close your eyes
    But I say aloud
    There will be nowhere to hide!
    And that’s, all I’ll ever be

    Credits

    released May 30, 2014
    Music and lyrics by Timothy Bartsch
    Vocals and sequenced synth sounds by Timothy Bartsch
    Background vocals by Cheryl Guerrero
    Guitars by P. D. Wohl
    Sound effects by P. D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat
    Recorded by Timothy Bartsch, P. D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat
    Engineered by P. D. Wohl and Richard Dolmat
    Produced by Timothy Bartsch

    Desert Moon

    Landing on a desert moon, I hope I wish I could die
    There’s nothing here but wasted tears, my mouth, my soul so dry
    Just sand and wind in this infernal dance, without any place to cry
    But I must be strong, but I can’t go on, and I just can’t lay down and die

    I flew too long without any fears, I flew right past that line
    My soul wouldn’t take all those wasted years, and now its roots have run dry
    My starship ran out of all its fuel, this moon the last place to fly
    And now I’m all alone, with no place to go, but to sit here, rot and die

    And I had a chance to live, but I chose this moon instead
    My life could have been so grand, but I chose to make this stand

    Yeah, I tried so long to write a song, that no one would ever hear
    My voice just travels in the wind, never to be heard from again
    My laughter’s gone ~ is just a beat-up gong…
    Well, at least there’s night and day
    To watch me and these goings-on, in these dances of internal strife

    My only friend is the ship I’m in, though she’s hurt but so am I
    She talks to me and I talk to her, though I know she’s not alive
    Just a food supply, oh how I wish I could die, to find a way to win
    It’s a hopeless cause I already lost, ’cause now I only live

    And I had a chance to live, but I chose this moon instead
    My life could have been so grand, but I chose to make this stand

    And the only way that I can see, that I will ever be free
    Is if someone starts thinking of me, and that happens not to be me
    And when they find me I hope they will like me, or I’ll have to send them away
    For I’ve been through enough, to deal with that kind of stuff
    The reason I came here in the first place

    My mission was to search for new life, but all I found was this moon
    Sure, I found new faces, lots of funny new faces, but was it really anything new?
    So I came here at last, to get away at last, ‘cause there’s nothing better to do
    Oh, I hope I’m wrong, (oh, I hope I’m not wrong)
    If you hear this song, can you please tell me what to do?

    Lost in Love

    Lost in love, I’m lost in love
    Shedding life, I cannot shine
    Let me be, oh precious tree
    That leaves, me souring light
    Can’t you see, the casualty
    That you’ve made… I’ve made me?
     
    Lost in love, I’m lost in love
    She’s so pretty, I cannot touch
    But maybe, she will like me
    In heaven, or something closer
    To the ground, where I am under
    God forbid, I will be loved
     
    Summertime a long time ago
    Your roots first awakened my soul
    You gave me a reason to live
    Your beauty was my motive to give
     
    Now maybe there’s someone else to love?!
    Who will reciprocate my love
    I will not have to be such a pain
    We will share and our love will remain!
     
    Freedom, freedom!
    Lies within our souls
    Cherishing boundaries
    Protects our hearts from stones
     
    I’m not lost in love, not lost in love
    I’m shining bright, in tune to the Light
    Those days, when my heart ached
    Are over, and good riddance
    For I’ve found, what my heart needs
    And it isn’t, some tree…
     
    I’m lost in love, lost in love
    She’s so perfect, she’s what I want
    And though there’s days, when we must be strong
    There is always, time to belong
    I love her, and she loves me
    ‘Till the end of time

    Orange

     
    Orange, orange brights my mind
    No other color does the same
     
    Purple, yellow
    Blue is not orange
    Red is not orange
    Blue becomes orange
     
    Orange, orange
    Brights my mind
    No other color does the same

    Change

    Change, change
    In the best way possible
    Lunge, plunge
    In a particular manner
    That differs from past ones
    Are you starting to catch my drift?
    This is the only
    Way to make things better
    Don’t get complacent
    Or you’ll never get out of ol’ patterns
    Should you, want to
    Be that beautiful thing, then
    Change, rearrange
    Leads to brighter birthdays
    Love you, live you
    There’s always room for tomorrow
    Change, long-range
    It’s an action word
    Now you’re familiar
    With the glass enigma of Change
     
    Change, it’s never too late
    Keep raising the bar, reach for the bait
    Then, you’ll see a new way
    That never before, configurates
    The power of Change!
     
    So let me, tell you
    How I’ve come to harness
    The power of positive change
    Delayed, balanced, gratification
    Inner, not outer
    Your outer world will follow
    Change, sustain
    What you put out comes back
    Your light, will shine, evermore brightly
    And as you’re, inspired
    Your knowledge won’t go unnoticed
    Create, illuminate
    How things are made better
    For one, for all, responsibility
    Change, change
    It’s the nature of you and me

    Neville

    The Neville inside, the angel above
    The devil below
    What more can I show?
    The truth is plain, I meant aero-plane
    That flies overhead
    Even while I’m dead
    Won’t you play with me, have a cup of T
    Sweet sugar in bed
    Just call me Ted
    Oh, Neville
     
    The hunter inside, she gathers beside
    She isn’t insane
    Nor is she plain
    She’s a creature of God, doesn’t know the word fraud
    She isn’t a bitch
    Only bewitched
    Shining her light, to Neville’s delight
    Oh, Sherryll Might
    Be that spiral flight
     
    The child inner, blest be still here
    When having your own
    You’re loving your home
    A shelter to groom, let themselves assume
    Who they’re meant to be
    Not just you and me
    Praise to God they be, something more than
    Anyone can see
    That’s baby boy, baby girl
    Trans-special
     
    This life is a gift, don’t let it be missed
    Cherish every kiss
    Go out and play
    Choose what you are, raise the bar
    Challenge every star, and then you’ll
    See what the madness is made of
    You’ll be that better man
    Never fear, you’ll get there
    My friends
     
    So here we are, what a miracle it is, just to is
    Never mind the awe
    To imagine God, to dream of you
    To marry me
    We journey this life, together in strife
    We’ll never be the only ones alone
    Take this bone, take it home
    Neville

    Time

    Time, goes so slowly
    Goes, so slowly
    That’s time
     
    And when
    I once walked
    I purged the burden
    And I sung
    Oh yeah, yeah
    Oooooo
     
    And time goes by…
     
    And now
    I can’t see
    What is happening to me
    This is not who I am!
     
    And I
    Am a god
    This mortal shell is a fraud
    I won’t die!
     
    ‘Cause I am
    A free son of God
    I breathe the Soul
    I am time
     
    And time shines on you
     
    ‘Cause we are
    Free children of God
    We breathe the Soul
    We are time

    Baby

    Baby, oh, pretty baby
    Why can’t they see, why you’re so pretty?
    Beauty, you’re such a beauty
    You’re so lovely
    Cute, warm and cuddly
     
    If the world was this
    Loving truth, honesty and bliss
    We can live for ourselves
    By getting over ourselves
    Really, challenging ourselves
     
     
    Baby, oh, pretty baby
    You see much more, than most know
    Truly, you speak the truth
    Unabashed by, wholly Love’s light
     
    If the world was this
    Loving truth, honesty and bliss
    We can live for ourselves
    By living for others
    Is really loving ourselves
     
    Loving like baby

    Enough

    O can’t you see this is
    What you did to me?
    And can’t you see what he did was
    Was what you did to him?
    O can’t you see
     
    O can’t you see, what you did to me
    This is too much for me to believe
    And can’t you see, what you did to him
    This is too much for me to agree with
     
    There was supposed to be something to show
    For all of the pain
    There was just a kick in the head instead
    God where is the justice in this world
    It seems we’d be better of being dead
     
    But can’t you see what he did was
    What he did to himself?
    And can’t you see that there’s no one
    To blame but yourselves?
     
    But can’t you see that that’s not enough
    When people, are dying?
     
    O where’s the love, that you spoke of
    Where were you when we were young?
    ‘Cause now we’re only, trying to find some sanity
    That might explain why
    We won’t help those in need
     
    My dears there’s nothing to fear
    We are, all still here
    Can’t you see there is nothing to worry about
    While we are near?
     
    But can’t you see that it’s not enough
    When people, are dying?
     
    But it’s not so bad
    We are trying
    Though it may seem like it’s
    Not enough
     
    Yes it’s so bad
    We are in misery
    Can’t you see that it’s
    Not enough?
     
    Rest, dears
    We are all still here
    With, us
    There is nothing to fear
     
    But can’t you see that that’s not enough
    When people, are dying!?!
    Can’t you see that it’s not enough
    When people, when will people
    Have enough?

    Searching For Love

    Searching for love
    I fall on my knees, forever diseased
    I knocked at your door,
    In the hopes to find peace, forever forlorn

    It’s you I must have,
    But it’s you who won’t give what I need so bad
    So I’m at loss…

    I sold my soul
    For a penny of love from that goddess above
    But what did I get?
    But a colorless hole filled with sorrow and death

    I tried my best
    But it never seemed to pass that test
    So I’m lonesome and bored (he’s a mirror of us)

    ~

    Hey Dead Dreamer, dreamer, dead Dreamer
    My you scream at those screamers
    Don’t they believe you’re still a dreamer?

    Is it them that you blame, for your going insane?
    Can’t you admit that you’re wrong?
    Is it really hard to be that strong?

    You only fool yourself by this blaming of someone else
    For the pain that you feel, you fear you’ll never feel real

    Where your one sole desire
    Is to be a bad liar
    You announce to the world
    You can only cry “HER!”

    ~

    But I came to you!
    In the hopes to receive the will to believe
    But what did I get?
    But, a pat on the head, a stab in the back

    So what’s there to say?
    But, “sorry man, you were just too late
    Maybe another time, we’ll have to see.”

    ~

    My Dread Dreamer, you’re such a screamer…
    What really is your point, did we really disappoint you?

    Is there no way that you can see, that you really are already free
    By continuing to choose this strife, you’ll only waste your life?

    There is a way to be free, you only have to believe,
    You are free!!!
    As we all are free!

    • ~ •

    For the future’s full
    Of wasted chances, pestilential nances
    Don’t be fooled, you could prove to be one of Death’s danced-ons.

    Life can be great!
    Just hold on, it’s never too late
    And one day you’ll see (we’ll all see)…

    The reason we believed…

    You

    Finding you was so good to be true
    Yeah, I’ll never forget you for that
    I was lost, and you were the light I saw
    And now I cry ’cause I really should’ve died,
    I only ask for bliss
    Loving you, is the moment, I exist…

    My heart calls out for all that’s good
    And my heart yearns to kiss
    All that’s round with beautiful sounds
    But I am sure to miss

    Will my life have anything to say
    Or will it be just another rainy day?
    Loving you is an easy thing
    Yes, it gives me a lot of hope
    Beautiful things give meaning to those without
    And never forget, the power you hold, don’t be shy either
    Poor souls like me need shiny ropes to hold

    And now I see… the end is near
    But still I’ll, never give up
    What I saw in you, was so divine
    And when I die, I’ll be kissing the sky
    But really I’ll be kissing you
    My heart, forever, yearns for you…

    Raise the Bar

    Raise the bar, mock star
    Raise the bar, rock star…

    All I ever wanted to believe
    Was to be as free as Je ~
    sus was the only one who could fly
    And now that I won’t die

    There is a beautiful thing inside
    Each of our angry and holy eyes
    We see the need for peace and humanity
    But will we challenge ourselves?

    To be the best that we can be
    Until everyone of us is free
    Our happiness is not others suffering
    We can all have what we want

    As long what we want does not
    Take away from what others need
    We’re talking about a higher morality
    Only then will we be free

    Da, da-da  Da-da  Da-da

    Our sunny souls will make us whole

    Da, da-da  Da-da  Da-da

    Shine, you rock of ages!
    You’re the man who sold the world

    But, what you said
    Was right, true and good
    Will we live, up, to what we could?

    We are free?

    Raise the bar, mock star
    Raise the bar, rock star
    We are free!!!

    All I ever wanted to believe
    Was to be as free as Je ~
    sus was the only one who could fly
    And now that we won’t die!

    There is a special thing inside
    Each of our angry and holy eyes
    We see the need for peace and humanity
    But will we challenge ourselves?

    To be the best that we can be
    Until everyone of us is free
    Our happiness is not others suffering
    We can all have what we want

    As long what we want does not
    Take away from what others need
    We’re talking about living life in reality
    Only then will we be free

    To see everybody as ourselves
    To be everybody as ourselves
    Oh, hell, we’re talking about loving ourselves
    Only then will we be free

    To give without being asked
    To not expect in return
    There is not room in a just world for apathy
    Only then will we be free

    To dream of beauty, love and truth
    To dream of all that makes you swoon
    We’re talking about true immortality
    Only then will we be free

    Black, White, Chinese, Gay, Brown, Jew
    It really doesn’t matter what you do
    The world we live in is a choice we make
    Only then will we be free

    Sweet Shame

    Sweet shame
    I know your name
    I play your game
    It’s all the same

    And darling
    I see you everyday
    You won’t go away
    My heart is crying

    I shed a tear
    Every time you want me near
    Every time I feel the fear
    I might be dying

    And to hell with all the rest
    I want to live again
    I want to give again
    Oh no more lying

    I never thought you’d still be here
    After all those guilt-rid years
    But what, did I expect?

    Laughter came at such a price
    With everything but sugar and spice
    Isn’t there, another way?

    You never gave to me what I could take
    You never showed grace
    You never gave to me what I could take
    You never showed grace

    Laura

    So here we are
    So near, and yet so far
    We hold in each other’s arms
    In the hopes to be strong
    Don’t you see my friend
    What we could be my friend?

    And though we fall
    We fall so very hard
    We stand together
    In the hopes to belong
    Don’t you see my friend
    What we could be my friend?

    Laura, I love you
    Laura, my love

    Live, survive and love
    Heaven’s not from above

    Hold on, reach for life!
    Life will reach for you
    We are together
    No matter what we do

    And though, we may belong
    We strive for what’s good
    Will we pray, for
    What we could?

    Belief is being

    Pain is our treasure
    It brings us to what we know

    But will we move on
    To the show of
    Light and darkness
    Brings us to
    Life

    So now we see
    What reality could be
    We be what we believe
    And love

    Oh, you see my friend
    What we could be my friend

    December

    Sunday, Sunday Monday morning
    Mourning for the sky
    Moving, moving for the moment
    The moment when we cry
    ‘Cause there we shall find the pain
    What makes us so insane
    The moment we all fear
    The danger of despair

    Curse me, for my loving tender
    The heart that never quits!
    Being some sort of ‘believing brother’
    Amidst the hardening hits
    I am but a butterfly
    A poignant desperate cry
    A moment to remember
    As a life lost in December

    And we shall never know
    What the world could hold
    If we had only tried
    The world may not have died

    Tuesday, Tuesday Wednesday pain
    No more crying in the rain!
    Promises that were to be met
    Just can no longer be kept
    We have to find that love so tender
    We lost that loving splendor
    We have to search throughout the night
    For that brandished, crystallized Light

    And we shall never know
    What the world could hold
    If we would only try
    The world may not yet die!

    Thursday, Thursday Friday fun
    We’re laughing in the sun!
    Wishing we could all be here
    Where the work’s all done!
    ‘Cause here we’re all just fine
    Laughin’ all the time!
    I’m lookin’ forward to seein’ ya again
    My everlasting friends!!

    Someday, we’ll all be here
    Waiting for the rest, without fear
    Cherishing, tender moments
    That everybody shares
    And we all are just all right
    Lovin’ in the Light
    Lookin’ forward to seeing you soon
    In the light of the everlasting moon

    But we shall never know
    What the world could hold
    If we would only try
    May the world never die

    Saturday, Saturn’s finished the run
    As his song`s all gone
    I hope you, I hope you found your love
    As Life lets Love be done
    I am but a butterfly
    A poignant desperate cry
    A moment to remember
    As a life lost in December

    The Red Cello Blues

    One day I found love
    One day Love
    Found me
    And now I can’t see
    Why love’s left me

    ~•~

    She is such a beauty
    Like no other
    Could be
    Why she left me
    Is such a sad, pity

    ~•~

    And why can’t I forget her?
    She has already
    Forgot me
    Why does love have to be
    So cruel, cold and petty

    The red cello blues
    The red cello blues
    The red cello blues
    The red cello blues

    And now that I’m
    Without love
    It’s you I think of
    Why you move me
    Must be in your beauty

    The red cello blues
    The red cello blues
    The red cello blues

    The red cello blues
    The red, white, and blue
    The red cello blues
    The red, white, and blue

    Trust

    Trust, baby, trust me
    Baby
    Can I trust you?

    Maybe, baby
    One day, you’ll see
    My baby, you can trust me
    I am true
    I love you

    Oooo,
    Ahhhhhhhh

    You never, said to me
    What I should do
    You never promised the truth
    And now, that I doubt you
    Please say to me
    I trust you

    Trust, baby, trust me
    Baby
    Can I trust myself?

    Sunny Day

    On a sunny day I wrote a song
    On a sunny day I rode along
    Missed the cradle in that turn
    And now I’m, all messed up

    On a sunny day I left home
    Couldn’t take those burning tears
    I tried to make her not fear
    The loneliness of being alone

    On a sunny day I made her wait
    I tried to love but was too late
    I missed that crux in that bull’s eye
    I missed that moment that never lies
    And now I’ve thrown away that heart that saves

    That saves

    Southern Time

    Southern time
    The winds sublime
    A radiant light shines
    on bygone crimes
    But still there is
    This shadow of hate
    Still there is
    A shadow of hate

    Northern nights
    A time to remember
    The skies alight
    The month of December
    Will the rain fall
    Will the rain fall for everyone?

    Never again will the sun go down…

    So here we are, after ten thousand years!
    So civilized we be, yet still we fear
    Was it really worth it
    To conquer and hate
    Or did it just bring
    More hate and fear?

    There was a time
    When work was like play
    When food was for the taking
    Air and water the same
    And it can be like that again
    Where everyone has
    Y’all we have to do
    Is believe it can!!!

    Never again will the sun go down

    Christ

    Christ, let us,
    Find true love
    And be, true love
    Life, life
    Help, our poor eyes
    And kiss, those poor eyes
    To show those poor eyes
    Where to go

    So this super-hero knocked at my door
    When I saw her I immediately, I fell to the floor
    I said, “Goddess, my god, you must be from the stars!”
    But she didn’t say a word, just looked at me

    I said, “Please sit down, may I offer you some ‘T’?
    Can I get you a bite to eat, perhaps a massage for free?
    Whatever it is you like, I offer you it of me!”
    But she didn’t say a word, just looked at me

    Christ, let us
    Love ourselves
    And just be ourselves
    Life, life
    Help US to believe
    Believe in Love
    For life, without love
    Is just not really life

    But after some time with her just standing at the door
    I got quite unnerved with her just standing at the door
    Staring at me without saying a word
    Able to only watch her super-powers emanate from her

    Her eyes then began to captivate me
    I began to see the way she see the universe she sees
    When suddenly it hit me, my heart almost stopped
    I couldn’t believe what I thought I’d thought!

    Christ, dead Dreamer
    Believe her
    Life really loves itself
    Hold onto your heart dear
    Hold it without fear
    We can really
    Be free from ourselves
    But try, as we might…

    So this über-‘clean’ hero just kept staring at me
    Without saying a word, being as quiet as can be
    Beautiful, flawless in every sense of the word
    Almost something from a comic book
    A piece of heaven on Earth…

    I began to look around trying to find something to do
    To find some way to please her so she’d at least enter the room
    But no matter what I did she just kept standing at the door
    Shining so brightly like a Christmas star!

    Christ, let US
    Be strong as we can be
    For anything less
    Would be untrue of ourselves
    Help us to be free
    Free from those beliefs
    That keep us from being
    Our true selves

    Try, as we might, still no…

    Christ, let us
    Forsake, the Christ
    If forgetting about one you love
    Could mean loving the world
    For if we could believe
    Believe to be free
    To love and live life
    To cherish life

    Life, can be all right, with some…

    After these revelations of no fear
    This ‘serene’-superhero took and shook me to tears
    I screamed, “What are you doing, what have I done?!
    Was it something I said, or shouldn’t have done?”

    Egad!  She stopped, but tore around the house
    Destroying everything, everything in the house
    I felt rather confused, why would she do such a thing?
    Did I do something to her, was it something I sang?!

    Then she left as quickly as she appeared
    With my house destroyed, everything except for one beer
    I wondered why she’d just come then go
    Just to leave me to wander to and fro

    Then my eyes returned to this bottle of beer
    I thought maybe there was a message that was not so very clear
    I opened the bottle and to my surprise
    As I began drinking I heard this loud voice, it said…

    Christ, dead Dreamer
    Wake from your dreams, dear!
    We can really
    Be free from ourselves
    The gods are calling!
    The christs are falling!
    Mind is waiting
    To acknowledge Itself

    But try, as we might
    There’s still no luck, still no luck

    Life

    Life, oh, what a story
    Brought, by every story
    Life, shines on everybody
    Life, shines, on all life!!!
    And so they tell me Is, a wondrous thing
    Life, can be a beauty full of
    Life, is…
    All life

    And so they say
    What makes a day
    Is, what you do
    But what’s more
    Is so much more
    Your life, can be a star
    You shine so far!!!
    And all is with me
    Life, can show what could be
    Life, oh how I love thee
    You, are the only one who can
    Save me

    Life holds our eyes
    Life holds our minds
    Sings, softly
    Brings light wholly

    Life, can be what we want it to be
    Life, is a safe place to be
    Life, can show where love is to be
    Life is loooooovvvvvlife!!!!!

    And what I take from it
    I know will not come undone
    And when it rains
    It really rains!
    But I know that it will stop
    And life will reign again
    And, end
    But only for a time
    Is On my side

    Life reigns
    Slowly, softly
    Sweetly

    Life, oh what a story
    Life, brought by love and glory
    Life, has so much more to say
    Life is life

    And life, will
    Never leave you
    Life, will
    Never hurt you
    Life is the only
    Light and love
    You need
    Oh, baby, trust
    Our life

    Lies

    Lies, lies
    Gets your hopes up then
    Trashes your heart, leaves you in the dark
    Then expects you to give in
    Money, greed
    These are the only things
    That matter to those with petrified toes
    Kerosene for dreams

    Stomp on those, that you can
    “Kill or be killed” the motto of this land
    Never again, will I try
    Fool would be I
    Try and you die
    There is a way to win in the end
    If I only could get
    Love from this pen

    Monster, madness
    What happened to the faithful of heart?
    We live in a maze, under a cloud of haze
    Only to look up to see the dark
    Ashes, dust
    Am I excluding anyone?
    We run from ourselves to pick on someone else
    To make up for our own loose ends

    Stomp on those, that you can
    “Kill or be killed” the motto of this land
    Never again, will I try
    Fool would be I
    Try and you die
    There is a way to win in the end
    If I only could get
    Love from this pen

    Livid, rabid
    I will rule the world some day
    Y’all I need is a gun to watch people run
    Leave their breath in the wind
    Laughter, loser
    You go find that heart that mends
    When you throw it on the ground
    It grows back into her
    Just to slap you in the face again

    Stomp on those, that you can
    “Kill or be killed” the motto of this land
    Never again, will I try
    Fool would be I
    Try and you die
    There is a way to win in the end
    If I only could get
    Love from this pen

    Heroines… supermen!
    Have we nothing better to do?
    Than to rape the Earth and all its ’habitants
    What is it we’re trying to prove?
    Liars, lies
    They’re all the same in the end
    Give you false glory, hope and love
    While only pretending to be your friend

    Stomp on those, that you can
    “Kill or be killed” the motto of this land
    Never again, will I try
    Fool would be
    I Try and you die
    There is a way to win in the end
    If I only could get
    Love from this pen

    One of These Days

    One of these days
    I will rule the world!  Nah….
    But I’ll build a house and I will chill
    One of these days
    I’ll sell a rose to a beautiful soul
    And I will thrill

    One of these days I will chill
    One of these days I will thrill
    One of these days I will laugh
    At all the things that make me sad

    One of these days
    My time will come
    When my heart will have said what it’s done
    One of these days my dreams will bloom
    Then you’ll know
    I’m coming for you!

    One of these days I will chill
    One of these days I will thrill
    One of these days I will laugh
    At all the things that make me sad

    One of these days
    I’ll see my dad
    For all it’s worth I’ll make him mad
    One of these days my ma will see
    Why it is, I’ve become so free!

    One of these days I will chill
    One of these days I will thrill
    One of these days I’ll find my girl
    She’ll be the One
    My heart have its fill!

    One of these days
    I’ll find peace
    I’ll sell my soul forever on lease
    Then I’ll forgive myself at last
    For what I’m not sure of
    But it will last

    One of these days I will chill
    One of these days I will thrill
    And on one of these days
    My soul will arrive
    To that place inside

    Blue

    Blue, blue
    How I love you
    No other color does the same

    Red, yellow
    Orange is not blue
    Purple is not blue
    Orange becomes blue

    Blue, blue
    Bright blue
    No other color does the same

    All Love

    All Love is where cherished roads lead
    In time we will all be at peace

    Giving, living, compassion in beauty
    We’ll put the ‘c’ in commune, ~ connectivity ~

    And what’s more, we’ll be fond of all selves
    We’ll not be the judge of ourselves

    No wars, greed, or inequalities
    There’ll just be fun, care, and creativity

    Then the world will stop its hurting
    Animals extend their blessing
    No one forced against their will
    Everybody, as happy as chills!

    All Love will care for others
    Any pain will be shared among us
    What is done to you is done to
    Me is done to every he and she

    All Love will fill
    All Love will chill
    When we find
    What’s inside

    Dream, dream with me
    What we could be
    All we need
    Is just belief

    Though the past was filled, killed with war
    Must we keep repeating this bore?
    Can we choose a brother~loving way?
    Resist! – Put hating away

    It’s easy, just reach for the Truth
    Exposing delusion to its roots
    A fragrant flower will be born
    Bringing contentment to us all

    ~

    Only All Love can heal ~ all, love?
    Can you feel the potential of Love!?

    This is the story of life
    Though it may cause us strife
    It’s all about love

    For if we can align
    Our essence with love
    We’ll embody The Dove

    ~

    All Love will chill
    All Love will fill
    When we find
    What’s inside
    Dream, dream with me
    What we could be
    All we need
    Is just belief